I have to
admit that I haven’t posted for a while because I just don’t want to deal with
blood ketone monitor and my probable wrecking of it. Sometimes I just don’t
have the patience for dealing with gadgets. When I first got my iPhone and was
trying to tap in my password in to activate it, it took forever because I
wasn’t used to the tap screen. At one point I was actually screaming, “I hate
this thing.” I know a friend who took
her new iPhone back because she was so frustrated with it. But I was
determined. And after 10 tries. Yes 10, I got it activated. And I’ve never
looked back. Love my iPhone which I sometimes call My Precious.
So why don’t
I have the same determination with the blood ketone monitor? Well, I guess it’s because it’s not something
that’s fun. So anything that seems to be more fun or easier, ends up being what
I do instead. I’m not proud of it. I recognize that I will have to deal with it
if I want to take my game to the next level. So instead I’ve been trying to eat
more fat and less protein. I’ve been reading what people like Jimmy Moore See Jimmy's page here. are
revealing about how they did it. And I’m trying to get up off my butt and move
just a tiny bit more. So far that’s been a big failure. I was never much one
for exercise just for exercise. And I
wasn’t even planning on doing more than some stretch bands strength exercises
and a second walk during the day. Seems pretty easy, but I have to overcome
some bad habits.
One thing I
will say, is that once you have a habit in place, it really just becomes so
easy, so it’s really worth it to persist to make something a habit. I don’t
think about not taking a walk with my dog every day. I just do. It probably
helps that she comes to me and lets me know that she thinks it’s time for our
daily perambulation. Some little whiny noises work too. But she doesn’t know
about the plan for a (gasp) second walk, so she doesn’t make any bird-like
tweets when I don’t get up out of my chair and get the ball rolling. It’s so
easy to blow off your own self. I do it all the time. If you have a partner who
is going to check up on you, then you have a slightly bigger commitment than if
it’s just you. That’s why people join book clubs. They’d probably read without
the club, but the club and their obligation to finish the book by the meeting
so that they can discuss it, helps them make a reading a priority. When they
could just be vegging in front of the tv set, they instead crack open a
book. I know what you’re thinking. Don’t
I feel obligated to the readers of my blog.
I should. I know, and I also know it’s blog suicide not to post
regularly. So my apologies and I am
going to work on this bad inconsistent attitude that I seem to have. It’s easy
when you’re blogging to think no one is reading what you’re saying, that you’re
just doing it for you. But while I may not have very many regular readers,
don’t I want that to change? Don’t I want to be part of this wonderful
community that is rejecting the Standard American Diet and all its pit falls
and trying to get information out there?
Yes, I do. So forgive me, please, and I will try to do better.
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